oh can't wait for hols to come!! last day tmr... can't skip, cause have to collect the chem assignments, gp and chi remedial, and chun and i have to man the ticks booth... so ya...

hmmm past few days were kinda fun=) and scary! monday i cut class, that night, me teacher sent a msg requesting to see the permission slips to leave sch for all those who left=S first time!! si yes, my first attempt was a total failure. ksk gave me one demerit.. haha one only!! =S amos has 7! haha oh well... oh mdm najmah is really scary.. she semms to know every little detail abt us!! even amos it scared of her.. he's not gna try ponning too=S lol. she's mad, made us do things like writing our rev tt till prelims and handing up, write a letter of declaration of how we'd be attentive and present students=S

hmmm after tuition on tues, went to jp with baby.haha i really feel like a mother!! in sch, i nag at sarah and chun to take their meds, after sch i nag at baby.at home, i nag at my brother. yes they all refuse to abstain from food they have to abstain for, and instead abstain from their medication=S naughty children!! oh ya i digress=) haha met up with chun to shop for huimin's pressie, and decided on this d.i.y build-up bricks calendar=)

on wed, we went to cine to catch da vinci code! haha they cut quite a fair bit, and made some modifications... hmmm i rate 6.7/10.. yup and we shopped around cine and eren and yes, spend alot on lil things here and there=S but it was loads of fun=)

tdy, pretty short day.. chem prac we were making lemon tarts=) and after prac we went down to support bowling teams=) esp xianming!! =) we did not bad actualy=) girls 3rd, boys 2nd=)
hmmm...achris's mum sent chun and i to bb after the event... i think it was partly cause i fell sound aslp=S lol=S yup den met zav and his cousin bryan for awhile... qi si bryan with my horrible chinese=S after math tuition, we sat by the poolside=) nice and cooling=) yay=)


kaela @ 12:06:00 AM

me with my new best friend=)

kaela @ 2:41:00 PM


feeling emo few days back, and wrote this poem to relect my emotions... initially i named it surging emotions.. but seeing how the poem turned out in the end, i decided to rename it next time.


a memory of the past comes back to haunt
a shadow from the years ago returns reformed
secrets buried so deep have dug their way out
and all i can do is give a silent, helpless shout

i tore my heart open and gave you my all
you were the one who picked me up whenever i fall
yet circumstances have shown you weren't my rock
i sewed my heart shut and let my tears drop

the painful past i chose to forget
to move on with life without that pat on my back
i kept the good memories, let go of the bad
you made me grow friend, in ways i never had

now time has grown wings as years past us by
you make a big entrance back into my life
but things have since changed, no longer the same
what you succeeded my friend, was resurface my pain

i cannot deny you're the one i count on
in pleasant or rough times, through sunshine or storms
when life seemed so bland, you were there my dear friend
you filled that empty void in my heart till the very last end

through loneliness and fear i have turned out real strong
you brought me great joy but you did me great wrong
but i sincerely thank you for all of the years
i know i was at fault too, let's bear no grudges

though hope has been shattered it can be restored
our friendship is one that cannot be bought
through time and good effort it can be made whole
though what happends next no one will yet know

life is complicated; we each live our own
years have since passed; look how we have grown
though staying in touch constantly is no easy feat
impossible is nothing after fate let us meet

i thank you my friend for all you have done
it brought back old memories of laughter and fun
i'm glad you remember me through our fast, busy days
i'll never forget your sincere gestures and ways

friend i'm so sorry for not playing my part
our story is beautiful, a fine work of art
it takes two hands to clap, two people to tango
i have to write our story too, yes dear friend i know

though right at the start i was confused and plain shocked
as images from the years ago returned to me and mocked
but 'once bitten, twice shy' is just an excuse
i'm ready my friend, to relight the spark that has fused

emotions and thoughts mingle into one body
friend i want to say i truly am sorry
for allowing that gap to come between us
i hope you'll forgive me and let it all past

the past i had forgetten, the future's in store
thanks for re-knocking on my ignorant heart's door
i'm prepared to let go for a fresh new beginning
friendship is one of life's subjects and friend i'm still learning

new friends are silver, true friends are pure gold
i hope our friendship will be a story to behold



thank you my friend=)


kaela @ 10:28:00 PM

at wheelock

on mon, i took a self-declared break, and went to mug at beans... pretty pdtive=)






yup... tues to thurs was just busy busy busy... sch life is terrible=S i feel myself growing older and aging so quickly... =S oh ya on wed for contact time, we had this big-shot from min of foreign affairs to do qna... okay so mayb acjc students, having being brought up in a comfortable environment, may seem to be idealistic... however, i believe it is this form of passion to help the less developed nations and the strong humanitarian values of the students that will drive the diplomatic ties to a higher level! thhat big-shot, although being a big-shot, could have been more open to the students ideas, and not flush them down with a cold bucket of harsh realities=S after all, he's just 2nd permanent secretary to the minister, NOT the minister! and we all know it isn't easy for a student to come out of his seat to the centre mike and present a question to the guest=S and to have their burning questions and ideas and passion quennched in an instnat must have been quite a bad experience..

okay all in all, school, yucks=S oh yah and i had chi prelims on wed=S yucks yucks

oh ya and some one stole 50 bucks from my wallet during pe=S ugh=S

okays friday was vesak day, went to beans to mug with zav and meizhen=) haha quite fun=) we mugged and crapped=) and then i headed down to phil pringle's conference... msg was on prayer... really powerful msg=) reached home pretty late though, cause after the conference, eun and i went down to beans... at abt.. 1130? lol...

okay... sat, after tuition, went to kel's place to watch the vid.... yes, it's really touching... to see pple i havent seen for so long, and my present buddies =) yup... thanks so much darren! =)
hmmm it was also kel's cousin's bday, so they had buffet downstairs and we went down to eat.. so funny, see his entire father's side! haha and they're more chi speaking, so i didn't really know what to say... haha but they're nice=) abnd we watched ice age 2!! =)

ytd, we celebrate our 2nd month=) okay not really... after svc, we went to mug at bk @ ap... quite pdtive... after that, we had a really long chat... abt some recent events... the memories of the past 3 years start to flow back... things that i had buried to forgotten areas of my mind began to resurface... haha was quite scary ytd.. but yup, we've grown.. and we renewed our contract=)

oh and yes, i have self-declared break tdy! =) hehs.

oh yes random thought: i wna grow older and wiser, or just stay young forever.

at ap=)

after watching ice age 2

kaela @ 10:10:00 AM

my balloons! =)

at hougang mrt station, finding a handprint that fit=) (look at my balloons!! )




at yh's ward=)

kaela @ 11:33:00 PM